Til Death Do They Part?

Silent are your struggles
Silent are The screams.
When help arrives
You look surprised.

Dazed confused fallen
Your life has taken its course
Or so you think
Pictures of girls dressed in pink...

Flash before your eyes
Again you tell yourself lies
Saying everything will be OK
When nothing is.

You search your mind for answers
And come up blank.
Not a purpose,
Never does he thank (you).

He is your everything.
You are his no one.
He has used and abused you
For his own well-being.

Married as a child,
Those feelings of permanence
They don't leave,
But your heart bleeds.

And now you've made this decision
That til death will you part
Rather than moving on
But do you ever wonder that means you rather be gone...