Anxiety

The walls are starting to cave in.
I keep losing and gaining my breath.

I feel the rhymic pulse in my forhead.
My headache seems to be getting stronger and stronger.

It's that feeling of nervousness all over again.
The feeling of doom returns.

The hostile situations syndrome.
The 'I can't stand it anymore' syndrome.

Anxiety...whether it's from a
A proposal, an accidental death, a murder or a death...

It happens, it's normal but,
I'll just have to pretend

Not to notice the surge of butterflies
Riding a roller coaster inside of me.

I'll have to pretend it can't get in the way,
Can't hurt or bother me.

Nervous.
I can't even begin to explain.

You'd only know if you woke up every time
I had to sit up in bed and gasp for breath.